Today I have decided to ‘go with the flow’. I somehow hurt the pinched nerve in my neck/back and was in a lot of pain all day at work. I went to my dad’s last night and my oldest shocked me. She sat on my back and rubbed my neck and back and Bella even walked on it.
Between having my period a week early from the last messages from my husband and my colon just bleeding like a waterfall, I’m shocked I’m still up and moving.
Second day in a row of leaving my house. I think me and the kids will get very used to this. The day before my guy took me to a late night dinner of Mexican at his favorite Mexican/Sea Food place. I had one drink there but had one prior with my friends from my old job. I sat there and asked him “if you’re half Polish and half Puerto Rican, does that make you a POLISH RICAN?’ he cracked up
Haven’t heard anything from my soon to be Ex since he sent me his last nasty message telling me if I didn’t pay his cell phone bill so we can talk and figure this out he’s done walking 10 miles to get Wifi to talk to me. SUCK IT BACKWARDS. We live in the US, there’s a McDonalds every two fricking miles
Going to have baked chicken for dinner, need to pick up stuff off of my deck and arrange some of my planters outside and come inside and keep working on stuff.
It’s my goal by the weekend to figure out how to use my lawnmower. I’ve used it about 5 years ago so it can’t be that hard I’m guessing.
Bella still hasn’t asked about her daddy. She did tell my grandbaby (her niece) that her daddy left us and she doesn’t have a daddy anymore and she doesn’t care. Wow is all I could say.
My oldest told me she’s shocked that I’m not getting dressed up to go out like I used to. Nope. For one I don’t have the extra cash and secondly, there’s NOTHING out there and I’m not looking for anything. I have a guy I’m very interested in and waited THREE years for him to figure out ‘I’m the one for him’ and I’m FINE with moving at a snails pace. I’m not going anywhere and neither is he.
And I told Renee we didn’t need to go food shopping this week since I don’t have someone just eating up all the food to spite me.
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I’m glad that in spite of all the foolishness. You guys are doing well. Keep on moving forward.